Amidst all the pendng school requirements that I have to work on, I find myself extremely bored and, yes, BROKE (of course, I am on vacation and therefore doesn't receive allowance from my parents ). I try to fight boredom by writing my fanfics but, I am in a writer's block for 3 days now, and that's something I really can't fight off.

I tried studying for our Nursing Aptitude Test, but studying during the holidays isn't really my thing so then I tried reading about the different Nuring Processes to prepare for a quiz on January 9...but then again, none of the things I read really registered in my mind.

So, as my last resort, I told myself to write a journal, a blog or whatever you may want to call it, so as to exhaust all the negative force that boredom brings. *sigh* and along with my ramblings, I shall include my so-called love life..

Okay. So my "love life" started when I had a crush on this guy (let's call him "goofy") who is my classmate in college. He's not handsome and I sometimes wonder how the hell I developed a crush on him. Anyways, Goofy and I are close friends and it was kinda difficult for me to hide my feelings...you know what I mean? We talk about all kinds of stuff--from the most serious to the most absurd. I always tease him to one girl in our class whom he said he liked, so I was surprised one day when he said that he doesn't really like the girl. Of course I was intrigued as to who he likes now and at the same time happy (I don't really like the girl). i kept on bombarding him questions on who he likes now but he won't tell. Until December 17 came.

December 17, 2008. "Goofy" and I were texting each other when I started asking him about the girl he has a crush on. A series of "nah I won't tell you" messages came until...he professed that it's me he likes! *gasp*!

I can't believe it. I really can't believe it. I was so thrilled and happy that I fell asleep. Hahaha yes, I fell asleep and when I woke up at around 2am, there was a text message from him saying that he's still up and is thinking of me. wow...talk about being sweet.

Well, that was the good part. The bad part is that since Dec.18 up to now, he hasn't texted me yet. ARGH.

yes, i miss him but i understand. he might be busy with something, right?

Anyways, that's my so-called "love life". The other lives I live are dull and not worth telling .

Well this has been a long journal. I'm sorry for wasting your time and uh..go on with your eventful lives! so long!