4 years? you gotta be kidding!

no i'm not. my profile says i've been a deviant for three years but judging from the unread messages and un-updated journals and fanfics, i can say that i've been gone for more than 3 years. pathetic.

this account have been on hiatus for a very long time, mainly due to my lack of time to rearrange and update things. ever since i entered college i've been struggling to make time for any creativity. alas, my writing skills have been buried so deep that even writing this journal bleeds my brain to death. apparently, all i can write of at the moment are nursing care plans and reports about people's diseases. pathetic, really, really pathetic. blame it on my course (BS in Nursing) and my school (Far Eastern University). they  sucked the life out of me haha.

On the brighter side, I would be graduating on the 18th. wow! how time flies by so fast. after three months (provided that i pass the board exam) i will be a registered nurse! hooray! and after 4 years i will have my master of arts in nursing and be a clinical instructor.

whoa. slow down... i'll take things one step at a time.

anyway. i am not going to delete this account (although i know i'll be spending less time here) because this account holds too many memories. aww. no, seriously. i see no reason for me to delete this, so kuroiai will stay.

thank you for your support, especially those who stuck with silent funeral (and continues to stick with it). i am doing my best to overcome my chronic writer's block. it will be a slow process, but i hope when the result comes, it will be worth it.

from the bottom of my heart, thank you and God bless!